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im jodie, im 18 and live in an extremely small town in the North East of England. i have dreams, whether they'll come true, i don't know but i do know i can't ever give up.
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last day
today was pretty shit, the past few days have. the whole leading up to saying goodbye to everybody and leaving college for good, it really isn’t a good feeling. no matter what anyone says, they are all going to miss it, even if its just because of their friends, they will miss it, its impossible not too. and it’s killed me, ive cried numerous times and yeah i’ll meet up with them and still keep in contact but it wont be the same. and in time we’ll all get used too it and we’ll manage but the thought of it at the moment is pretty shit and i just dont want to deal with it.
it was better when we were younger and we didn’t have to deal with all these emotions and all this hardwork, it was so much simpler then and everything seemed easy. i miss those days.
however, despite all the emotions that have been going on, never mind the work load, i’m excited to some extent about it being the last day of college. i’ve applied for these apprenticeships and waiting to hear back, i’ve got a secured work-experience placement at this school so it’s looking good. i just hope i do get one of these apprenticeships and then i’m sorted and i can then move up and on from there on in. if not i do have back-up plans and i’ll be equally as excited about them too so all in all, not too bad. so i wont be a dosser haha, i’ll be educating myself a little more, getting more work experience and obviously getting money which is what i need as well as what i want. so lifes not too bad.
just need to sort my love life now and then i’m all good to go, i thought i was getting somewhere but yano what guys are like, they are just too hard to understand, oh wellll, never mind :)
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